Im real sorry with my blog condition. i dn und y cant i just get it done properly. i promise myself i will fix my blog but just cant get it done. perhaps im just way too lazy.

today i was very free. its tuesday, so im off today.

i woke up today pretty normal, at bout 9am. i stared at the ceiling debatin whether to wake up or continuing slping. i can hear Max barking and whimping from dwnstairs. Im pretty sure mum fed him before she left. He is just bein lonely again.

i counted the things i nida do today.
1. bath the dog
2. wash his cage
3. finish up f6 hw- tutorial 7 &8
4. cook spaghetti for lunch
5. wash clothes
6. return robe at sunway club
7. exercise at gym
8. bring max to vet
9.come up with songlists for next week worship service

at the end.. i decided to cancel out some stuff unncessary to get it done today
1. bath the dog
2. wash his cage
3. finish up f6 hw- tutorial 8
4. cook spaghetti for lunch
5. wash clothes


8. bring max to vet

at this point of time i realise how much i compromise myself. i alwaz do what is needed of me. i never do what i can do. i never do the maximum. which i noe for the fact dat i can do it.

how can i show my parents dat im mature enuf to handle myself ven i cant even keep my responsibilities beta. i alwaz wait till my mum ask me to wash the clothes or cook dinner before i actuali do it. i nvr reli initiate to do anything at home. and i practice dat for my college work too. i do the minimum.

is there anyone dat can define maturity and practice em as it is? it is so easier to not walk the talk...