reaching MAXIMUM BOILING POINT

I have no idea wads wrong with me tis few days.. (ok.. I do noe wads wrong wit me la).. Its jus dat im easily ticked off tis whole week.

:Things dat raise my temperature even higher>:

1st
The Dog. OK Max is rili cute and all. n seriously i love having him around. there are times ven i daydream.. and i dreamt of one day he might get dognapped or something lidat and how miserable i will feel after losing him and all... (its stupid but yea i had actuali tot of dat) lolz~!!

the thing is after having him im like having a baby in my life. I have to take care of everything! and i mean it.. like everything. my mum n dad helps out in a while. but usuali their job = play with him. nthn much. sometimes i have classes til late night. i have to drive home just 2 feed him food!

i still recall there was this day ven my class ends at 230pm and i have a next class at 630pm. it was like super funny looking at me on dat day. by the time i reached home was about 3pm i got the dog 2 eat n poo. then clean his cage. bathe him. feed him med. and brought him 2 d vet for vaccination. by the time i gt home, it was 5pm. i had 2 straight away shower and rush out again. on the way back 2 my coll i felt very drowsy esp in the jam ( stupid jam! hate drivin manual in jams!) then did i realise i have nt taken my lunch at all! i hadn eat anythin since 7am! my my.. ven i reach coll.. i told lip fei bout wad happen. she said in chinese " master oso aven eat, the dog eatin more important" hahaha!

i rili love max a lot. he's rili part of my life now.

2nd
stupid exams! i hate pt!!! i nvr und tis stupid system. and with me failing.. it gets more worisome. i nid faith God. gimme faith!

3rd
emo moments.
i still do have my emo moments. yea.. it kinda became more ven me bro left. and sum of u might have tot dat having the dog had helped out. 2 tell u guys d truth. it does not. my dog is there 2 occupy my time. but he ain there 2 share my probs nor make stupid lame jokes for me. the loneliness part stil rili do affect me once in a while. but im rili trying 2 get oer it. its nt easy, esp with these few days i realise i haven reli forget d pass and forgive the ppl dat hurt me. but i rili wan 2. forgive and slowly forget.